Melt Down

 Today I had a bit of a melt down, but kept it to myself. About 3:00 Rocky said lets go into town and get an ice cream and get out of the house. We park and walked to a place we had not tried but what they had did not look very good so we walked on to our usual place. Had  ice cream and I ask Rocky if he wanted to walk on to the post office and he said sure so we went on up the hill and yes!! we had a letter from Bangs FBC. Thank you all for being faithful to send your love through prayer letters.  OK, back to the melt! We walked back to the car and we had parked near the grocery store and I needed to get a loaf of bread so I went on in the store and Rocky stopped at the car. I got  the bread and proceeded to check out. The lady rang me up and I got out my  money purse and guess what I do not have but one dollar and a little change, one dollar short. So I get out my phone and call Rocky to bring me some money. He did! Then after we started home a melt down just hit me, There is this part of me that is not to dying very easily. This thing about not having any money unless Rocky gives it to me.......so today just revealed how much alive that old self is still kicking.  Anyway I am a work in progress. He is faithful to finish the work began in me!!